I did something stupid last night...
Not as stupid as it could've been, mind you, but stupid enough.
Something stupid with my best friend (aka, my boyfriend)
Let's just say it's not the bad that you're thinking of.
But it is something I don't think I'll ever want to do again.

He blames himself, which he really shouldn't, because I was an idiot and told him it was okay.
So it's my fault.
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Ali-say, please don't yell at me, okay? Please? Because then I'll feel even worse for my stupidity...
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He and talked about it today, and we both decided that maybe we'll just lay off the "make-out sessions" for awhile, because both of us losing our shirts spells out disaster, like it did last night, because I lost what was underneath my shirt, as well.

Sorry, you all probably did NOT want to know that, but I have to get my feelings down, and this is the only journal I ever right in because I like typing better then getting hand cramps because I'm trying to write everything down with pen and paper *sucks in a deep breath*. This is just easier...
(Again, Alice, PLEASE don't yell at me...='[[[)

I won't go into any more details, because I don't really want to relive them, even though some people would probably think I'm just being a wussy, that it could've been worse, which, I know, it could have.
But yeah, just felt like I need to get that off my chest...
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And now, on a much brighter note:
I WENT AND SAW NEW MOON TODAY!!!! DDDDDD It was WAAAAAAAAY better than the first one, I'll tell you that right now! And in all the sad parts with Jacob, I almost cried every time, just because of his expression!!! It was seriously heart-breaking! ='[ But I loved the movie. Now, I reeeeeaaaally want the soundtrack, because that was awesome, too.
And my mommy got me a New Moon tee from Hot Topic for a VERY belated birthday present xD.
It has Jacob on it (of course xD) and it says ' "I'm so sorry I can't be the right kind of monster for you, Bella"-Jacob'. And it's black, which is good, 'cause I look better in black xD.

So, yeah, other than that, life is basically the same as usual.
Okay, I'm submitting this now.
Nighty night.

P.S.: My mom STILL says I look like Bella O.o...wierd...